Omg it’s been ages since I blogged and I can’t believe we’re in March already. Anyway this blog is going to be my dear me letter to my younger self. You’ve probably seen on youtube a load of people doing #Dearme vloggs..well here’s mine! Hopefully in the future, some kid somewhere will stumble on this and take whatever brillant advise is inplanted. Hopefully one day my future daughter herself will see this and realize that her mum probably went through the same or if not similar things that are bugging her.
Dear Younger Rebecca
How you doing Hun? This letter would be better suited to secondary school you, as I recall it was an average time.
Year 7 Me- the only advise I can give you right at this moment would have been just keep going. I know you IT teacher was a bit mean but trust me a lot to good will come out of it in the end. I mean dad didn’t let you have a computer at an early age for no reason did he :P But seriously no matter how hard things seem because it’s big school just keep at it, you’ll get there. I know you will, even if you mess things up a bit on the way, it will make you a more stronger and moral person :)
Year 8 Me- We really need to do something with your hair don’t we, but don’t worry change will come. I know your going through puberty at the moment but you’ll grow into your body and your face and glasses will make you look cool and amazing!! Keep on reading, there’s some pretty good literature out there. I know at this age you probably think you like guys and stuff but I waited before I got into a relationship and I tell you one thing. I am in the best relationship ever…he lets me use he’s netflix to watch scrubs!!!!!!!!! (and other stuff) (this advise also applies to the other Rebecca’s). You will find the right person who will make you happy. I know he certainly does!!
Year 9 Me- Options…Oh boy the hardest choice ever, I so wished I didn’t choice History…but hey can’t change the past can I lol….Look every teacher wants you on their course (apart from PE…obvs) but whatever you pick just remember they don’t truely matter…okay business studies did but the other’s didn’t. Pick what you think will make you happy. You have a tough road ahead….by the way I told you that you’ll start growing into your body :) Never give up on what your doing!
GCSE Me- OMG!!! Thank you for the good grades hun means a lot ;) btw mr Heath didn’t make you cry intentional…you were the first student that he did through. I know your friends will give you the cold shoulder the next few months and I know that will be hard on you! (you right amazing poetry when your sad through) But their’ll come around, some wont grow up till later but the other will because you are a strong beautiful person and no one can change that. Congrats on getting perfect btw even if the reason you didn’t senior was because of your librarian duties ¬-¬ (lot of rubbish). Congrats on winning a poetry comp too :) GCSE’s may seem hard but A Level’s are harder but like I keep saying it is worth it!!
College me- Congrats on the fast track IT however sorry about the Bio and Chem. Listen, Jenny (english lit) may seem a but harsh but she probably means well however it wont do you no good, you should have gone to support earlier!! Maxine’s nice through!! She smelt like coffee ^_^ Oh and I would say try not to get too close to a certain girl with a name starting with “A” but without her you wouldn’t have met my now boyfriend, so get a little close okay good!. So thank her in advance for me!! Also try not to get bummed out by your alevel results because we still got to university doing the course we dreamed of. Told you it will all pay off in the end!! Now get back to studying…!!!! Oh one last thing- If it hasn’t happened already thank Nan…even after she gone she still helped us with our saving account which went towards our driving lessons!! I honestly couldn’t have done it without her!! She would have been proud of where we are right now :)
University me- Don’t get frustrated with people in your class, it’s not their fault their idiots and the teachers are a bit unfair!! But I promise you I will get the first degree!!! Also dont debate about going bowling in your first year, it will lead you to your first boyfriend (beware the guy who had an accident on the ice rink). However I am sorry hun but he will dump you and it will be hard and you will be upset and you will go drinking with your friends and get slightly annoyed but its the best thing that could have happened!! because in 5 months time you will meet your sole mate at the the “A” girls house party. Just let the night happen like it did, she gets upsets, goes out on the street, you and 2 guys you dont know go looking for her, one guy (Ben) gives you he’s shoes, you get back to the house and snuggle up with the other guy (he has a Mohawk) deffo following him when he leaves the room and stay up most of the night talking to him!! Don’t forget to dance in the flatlight… And there you will have your sole mate!! Thank you for doing that and allowing me to meet the person who understands me and makes me laugh with he’s impressions and loves me for who I am, like how I love him for who he is!!
That’s all I can say to past me for now. However future me: I hope I’ve made you happy, I hope we graduate with a First!! I hope me and my boyfriend have fun in japan!! I hope we’re happy with a wonderful family living a wonderful live, and I hope you get that dream consultant job.
That’s all for now
Present Rebecca <3
9:33 pm 8/3/15